wow. I seriously don't keep up with this

I must be a bad mommy, it is already August and I have not written here since May.
You are getting so big! I swear you grow a inch a day. I miss you being so tiny your little head could fit into my palm. Now you are a big boy! You have been fighting your sleep lately, and I am so tired. It's like you are having way too much fun to shut your eyes. I have a trick now though, all I have to do is put you in our baby hawk and off to dream land you go.

You have been exploring. Right now you are in your crib eatting away at your keys, kicking your feet. Most likely you are also about to yell at me so I can come pick you up too! But I will enjoy this moment of silence.
Daddy is at work. He misses you so much though buddy.
We are about to get our own place soon too, 20 more days. We will all have so much fun.

its been a few days

I made this with the intention to write every single day, What was I thinking?? I am lucky to even get on the computer everyday. You poor thing, you got your shots on 5/7, The look in your eyes seriously made me feel so bad for you little one! You looked so scared, and like you wanted me to help you. If I could take the shots for you, I would, believe me. You spent the rest of the day with daddy and me. Dad tried to take you to the park for a walk and the only thing you wanted to do is sleep, eat, and cry. I don't blame you at all either. Maybe next time dads off we can go back. Soon, I get to have my first Mothers day! Thank you for blessing me with that! :) Your the best gift I could have ever gotten. I can not wait for the days that you bring me your little painted handprints and pictures of yourself for mothers day. Those will be fun times :)

long day

Trevor- You sure do have me wrapped already. You have cried for most of the day and I of course have did every little thing to try to make you happy. You are just tired, and who can blame you, you have become a early bird up by 6am every morning for the past 3 days. As I type you are wrapped in your blanket, pacifer in mouth snoozing away. At least you still sleep at night, otherwise I may go insne from lack of sleep. I'd put you in your crib but the fear of you waking up is more stressful to me at the moment than my arm falling off from holding your 11 pound self. You surely got up to see Daddy at his lunch break and gave him all your smiles. Wednesday you get to have shots, don't worry baby, mom will cry right along with you. I hate to see you in pain. I'm so lucky to have daddy come with us because I don't think I'd be able to hold you down for your shots. I know its better that you have them though. My day is going by so slow, I hate it. I need to learn how to drive so we can go to the mall and spend all daddys money while he is at work ;).